there is a truth i am refusing to tell
there is a truth i am refusing to tell...
my throat is swollen and scabbed
clenched like virgin walls
the words only come
out like whispers
they tunnel through my esophagus
like soldiers elbowing through
to light but when they find my
tongue, my straight jacket lips
they slip and disappear
like they never
had a soul to start with.
truth is
i see the pain tucked in
deep wrinkles when
she asks me for money
tells me a story about her kids
and the thirteen dollars
she needs to get back home
gas can in hand, gunshot wound
freshly stitched and I start to say no
because I'm tired of this
being the
white lady that always gets asked for money
but the truth is
i am always the white lady
i get to be the white lady.
the truth is
my brother is carrying
two tons of armor
in the blistering Iraqi sun
cradling his gun like
the only power he will ever hold in his hands
He is pounding the soft
Mesopotamian sand
hoping it will bury the image
of that brown princess
in her shrapnel necklace
while
I attend peace rallies
and call for blame to the men
who got us in this mess
(even though our leaders can't do anything
we are not willing to do our selves
this is a reflection of the violence we hold within)
when he calls home we argue
about the irony of defense
and in the end
I'm always a damn hippy.
But I get to be the hippy.
I am so lucky to be the hippy.
the truth is...
the truth is
that I am blessed beyond beliefs
beyond ideas, or personalities
each day I watch the clouds
turn into hippos and bumble bees
I have as much love in my life as privilege
but as many complaints as I do dreams
so today my voice quit working
because sometimes you have
to shut up
to get relief...
sometimes you have to be
still long enough to notice things
truth is
that when I take a moment to notice
each one of us is a luminous
bundle of color drops
a collectively contaminated
public pool of thought
swimming with brightly colored rings
and slippery laminated
stories to sing
and I want to dive through them all
I want to be the life guard that saves
you when you fall and start to sink
when you think your going in too deep
the one that reminds you
that when you hit the concrete
you'll no longer be asleep
but I'm no guru
I'm no sage
i am a fish hook seller
dust blown up into a shape
I am just a string of pretty words
flashing lights on a stage
I'm just the sayer
the one that hands you a pretty ball
of wisdom wrapped in three minutes
on your mp3 player
but if you listen
if you really listen
you realize it was your voice
that disappeared
it is your voice that
you can finally hear
you are the savior
the water and the
concrete that caught you when you fell
you are the truth
you are the truth
we are the truth
we no longer refuse to tell
Voice your opinion on our message board (you don't have to sign up to post).
Commentary Too Archives:
Remembering Reagan (Robin Buckallew, Jun 6, 2004)
One Nation... Indivisible (Kelsey Faulk, Jun 19, 2004)
Talking To God (Mark Faulk, Jul 6, 2004)
Please Don't Hang Me On A Cross Of Gold (Apologies to William Jennings Bryan) (Robin Buckallew, Jul 28, 2004)
A Republican Speaks (D.E. Neighbors, Aug 7, 2004)
Does God Need Government Assistance? (Mike Bohling, Aug 21, 2004)
School Just Ain’t What It Used to Be (D.E. Neighbors, Sep 6, 2004)
How To Set Things Right (Robert Wahl, Sep 17, 2004)
Balancing Act (Mike Bohling, Oct 3, 2004)
From the Core of the Big Apple (Kevin Raney, Oct 11, 2004)
Homeland Security: Now Less Than Ever (Mark Faulk, Oct 31, 2004)
You Might be a Dubya Supporter if... (Robin Buckallew, Nov 4, 2004)
Nothing is Certain but Death (Robin Buckallew, Nov 14, 2004)
Without Feathers (Mark Faulk, Dec 1, 2004)
Honey, if That's the Grinch Knocking, Would You Let Him in? (Robin Buckallew, Dec 20, 2004)
Lights Out (Robin Buckallew, Dec 26, 2004)
Is God Dead? (Down The Middle, Jan 4, 2005)
Feeding the Stock Market Beast (Mark Faulk, Jan 11, 2005)
Confessions From the Closet (S. K. Eleton, Jan 16, 2005)
Nowhere to Hide, Ever (A fist full of love) (Mike Bohling, Jan 29, 2005)
The Election That Bush Couldn't Win (Mark Faulk, Feb 6, 2005)
What Women Want (Robin Buckallew, Feb 19, 2005)
Apocalypse Now? (Mark Faulk, Mar 2, 2005)
Stupid Things I See People Do In The Backcountry (Part I) (Mike Bohling, Mar 23, 2005)
Do I Seem Annoyed To You? (Bob O'Brien, Mar 30, 2005)
Time to Boycott GE, Dateline, and NBC? (Mark Faulk, Apr 6, 2005)
(Not) Waiting to Exhale (Jeff Buckley, Apr 12, 2005)
The First Amendment Paradox (S.K. Eleton, Apr 26, 2005)
Giving Science a Wedgie (Robin Buckallew, May 7, 2005)
Lonesome Lake (Mike Spains, May 22, 2005)
Top of the Heap (And other misconceptions about Man’s place in the World) (Mike Bohling, Jun 6, 2005)
Casualties of War (Mark Faulk, Jun 18, 2005)
Buy American! (While You Still Can) (Mark Faulk, Jun 28, 2005)
"You're Fired!" (Mark Faulk, Jul 14, 2005)
London "Suicide Bomber": Cross-Examining the Witness (Mark Faulk, Jul 27, 2005)
Mamas, Don't let your Babies Grow up to Eat French Fries (Robin Buckallew, Aug 11, 2005)
Winning the War on Terror (Mike Bohling, Aug 25, 2005)
It Ain't the Big Easy...It's Dunkirk! (Down the Middle, Sep 1, 2005)
New Orleans: Mother Nature's Fury.....or Urban Renewal? (Mark Faulk, Sep 12, 2005)
Say Goodbye (Down the Middle, Sep 25, 2005)
Republicans Screw America....Again! (Mark Faulk, Oct 7, 2005)
Labor, Community, and Civil Rights Group Announces Rally in Baton Rouge (NOAH Coalition, Oct 25, 2005)
Being Different (Kelsey Renee Faulk, Oct 10, 2005)
Has Overstock.com become --- Overstocked by Wall Street? (Dave Patch, Nov 4, 2005)
Swallowing God (Mike Bohling, Nov 13, 2005)
And May all Your Christmases be White..... (Mark Faulk, Dec 1, 2005)
One Love (Mark Faulk, Dec 22, 2005)
A Symphony of Greed (Mark Faulk, Jan 3, 2006)
Establishment Libs Fuel the Fires of Distraction (Charles Katin, Jan 24, 2006)
This Used to be a Helluva Good Country ** (Robin Buckallew, Feb 4, 2006)
How can shareholders stand up for their rights? (Kevin West, Feb 26, 2006)
In Congress, It's Still a Man's World (Mark Faulk, Mar 19, 2006)
Roddy Boyd: The Other Side of the Story...Feeling the Heat (Mark Faulk, Mar 29, 2006)
The Little Gingerbread Boy (Robin Buckallew, Apr 19, 2006)
It's in the Mail (Eustace P. McGargle, Ph.D., F.A.S.N. , May 17, 2006)
The Land of the Free (S.K.Eleton, May 28, 2006)
The Plame Truth (Robin Buckallew, Jun 7, 2006)
“The world was too ridiculous to bother to live in.” (Mark Faulk, Jun 23, 2006)
What Does Jeb Bush Want to be When he Grows up? (Robin Buckallew, Jul 4, 2006)
Is the Road to Damascus Through Lebanon? (Down the Middle, Jul 15, 2006)
In a Pickle (Down the Middle, Jul 26, 2006)
A Pound of Flesh (Down the Middle, Aug 1, 2006)
Tampa Bay goes to the...oops, I can't say that (Robin Buckallew, Aug 18, 2006)
Mission Accomplished (Down the Middle, Sep 11, 2006)
Bush is a Democrat! (Down the Middle, Sep 28, 2006)
You're Doing it All Wrong (Down the Middle, Oct 4, 2006)
When the Shiite Hits the Fan (Down the Middle, Oct 31, 2006)
Generation W (Mark Faulk, Dec 24, 2006)
Lily White (Lauren Zuniga, Feb 13, 2007)
imaginary friends (Lauren Zuniga, Mar 7, 2007)
The Truth About You (Lauren Zuniga, April 3, 2007 )
God Bless You, Kurt Vonnegut (Mark Faulk, April 12, 2007)
PRESIDENT BUSH 5, CONSTITUTION 4 (S. K. Eleton, July 3, 2007)
laryngitis (Lauren Zuniga, July 26, 2007)
To Grandma, With Love (Robin Buckallew, August 7, 2007)
American Messiah (Robin Buckallew, Feb. 8, 2008)
We Have Seen the Enemy...and they are Gay! (Mark Faulk, Mar 21, 2008)
Teaching Evolution in the Bible Belt (Robin Buckallew, May 16, 2008)
Who's On First? (S.K. Eleton, Jul 7, 2008)
Silver State Bank: Like Rats From a Sinking Ship (Mark Faulk, Aug 1, 2008)
Top McCain Adviser Linked to AIG Collapse (Mark Faulk, Sep 17, 2008)
Financial Armageddon (Mark Faulk, Sep 30, 2008)
|
|
|
